I was feeling pretty stressed out last night after a rather bad day.
Between family and work problems and other matters
I was at screaming point when I got home.
Last nightI wrote about the perfume from my flowers
and concerntrating on that
rather than the comfort food I usually grab on days like this.
During the day I speak to my husband by phone at least four times during the day. So he can gauge my mood, he reads me very well. He is the one person I cannot hide from. No brave face, or over-bright voice will get past him. When we spoke at around 5:30pm I said I could kill for a Mars Bar.
When he got home at 8:50pm he gave me a huge hug and a Mars Bar.
I was delighted he wanted to give me what he thought I needed.
But guess what ?I didn't eat it, the photo above was taken at 5:30am,
twelve hours after my saying I could kill for one.
I am still feeling rather stressed, but I am proud to say:
I am NOT resorting to food.
I am NOT giving in.
I am NOT going back to old habits.
I am focussing on the future and I have a great month ahead.
This weekend I have my Two J's for some scrapbooking on Saturday.
Going to Liverpool on Sunday if the weather is fair to see
HMS Illustrious, Royal Navy Aircraft Carrier.
She is in port for six days and it is giving me a great buzz that to see Liverpool
is claiming back some of her heritage as a major seaport.
Next weekend the Delightful, Diminutive Diva Kari (Fat[free]Me)
is coming to stay. I am so excited about her coming down here.
The following weekend my Darling eldest grandgrandchild Matthew
is 18 so it is a party weekend down in Hampshire.
The weekend after that is Crab Apple Craft Retreat
So that is three Wonderful Days with my Bezzy Mate.
Then the following weekend we are up to Bonnie Scotland
to see mum-in-law who is doing pretty good at the moment:)
Also of course to see the beautiful Finn who is already four weeks old!!
So with all that to look forward to I am feeling better already.
I wrote this post at 6am this morning but Blooger decided to play up.
It is now 12.30pm and i have had another stressful morning at work and that
Mars Bar is taunting me... I am igoring it...I am ignoring it....
I AM IgnOring IT!!!