Tuesday Evening

After a traumatic start to the day, we are now sat on the sofa, my man is dozing and I am watching my lovely friend Rosemary Merry on QVC.

This morning, I had to get Ralph to the doctor's. He had a severe migraine attack which was not relieved in any way by his medication. He has also start seeing double images if he looks to the side, so it is very worrying.  His doctor has referred him for a CAT scan and to a Opthamologist. He picked up later in the day, but I am worried about him.

I am back to work tomorrow, very nervous about it, but I have got to jump back in the pool.  I am going in on altered duties, therefore, no contact with patient's. I have lost my confidence in my ability to cope with the needs of patients.  So my boss has suggested I come in and do admin and scanning.  Not on shift, but in the middle of the day, because if I was on shift, I would have to deal with the phones and I honestly cannot face it at the moment.

So can I ask you? Please hold both of us in your thoughts and prayers.