After a Wonderful day yesterday,
I am feeling very flat and very lonely
My man is away for three days
at the other end of the country
and I am missing him so badly.
I had all these positive plan's about
what I was going to do while he was away.
Guess what? The plan disappeared when he walked out
the door this morning at 5:30. I went to work this morning,
that was ok, but when I got home at 1:45 and closed the door
on the world, I felt so alone. It is utterly stupid I know,
he will be home on Wednesday night so what is my problem?
Tomorrow and Wednesday will be better,
I am meeting friends on both days after work,
I wish I had made arrangements for today also.
Needless to say, my eating has not been good,
in fact I have hardly eaten apart from two bowls of cereal.
I am so pathetic.