We had rain last night and it did a lot to clear the air, everything feels much fresher and lighter today.
My mood is improving, I have so many thoughts and plans going round my head at the moment.
I don't feel so stuck, heavy and inert.
I watched an episode of Oprah earlier this afternoon and the message was "Don't Stop Believing"
I have always liked that song but it got to me today. If I don't believe in me, who will.
The "secret" of success is self belief and I haven't had that recently.
In fact my inferiority complex has come back with a vengence over the past few weeks.
I have carried it like a heavy weight all of my life until Ralph came along.
Well it is getting kicked out today, I am not letting it get me down anymore.
I am grabbing my life back, no more self pity.
I am sick of listening to me moaning (Here and in my head)
It stops right here right now.
I am Blessed but have been Blind.
My eyes are now open wide and I will only see the good in my life.
My husband is my tower of strength, my reason, my soulmate.
My children and grandchildren are my pride and JOY.
My friends are my special support and happiness (Trish especially)
So the floor has been cleared,
The air has been cleared,
my dance of JOY begins Today